The “Crystal wants to vent” entry.
My website was down all day and night yesterday, I was pissed! I’m glad it’s back up today or I would have seriously considered switching hosts.
I’m so sick of girls. Well, actually Florida girls. It seems like every girl I have became friends with down here stabs me in the back. The first girl I became good friends with after moving down here ended up sleeping with the boyfriend I had at the time, when I had questioned her about it she lied to my face. When I had proof of her doing it, she said “Oh let’s talk about it.” So I punched her in the head. I hate being lied to…
Now I’m friends with this other girl who I met while I was working at Petco. Today she called me only to bring up something I didn’t want to talk about, and make me feel like crap when I’m already beating myself up about it. I don’t know what makes her believe she has any right to judge me? She has told me things about her life that I would be embarrassed to admit to someone, so how dare her think she can tell me whats right and wrong. If I would of said to her what I wanted to (which is the truth) I would of had her in tears, but I didn’t because I’m a nice person. I don’t know if I want to even be her friend anymore, she is completely opposite of me…it just makes me upset because she’s the one girl friend that I have down here around my age. After today I don’t know if she’s worth it, I’ve defended her over and over again to James and I think he was right about the kind of person she is all along. I’m tired of meeting girls that only want to start drama, lie, and stab me in the back. Now I know why I usually only hang out with older people, I don’t have any problems with them! Who knows…maybe all I need is James to keep me happy.
I can’t wait until I move to Illinois, I can be closer to my real friends.
xoxo Crystal
Hey there, I'm Crystal and this is my blog website. Here you'll read posts about my passions, life, and a lot of randomness.
February 13th, 2008 at 3:57 pm
When are you moving to Illinois? You’ve probably mentioned it before, I just can’t remember :S
Anyway, I hope you make some proper friends soon. They’re hard to find but they’re out there.
February 13th, 2008 at 4:55 pm
LMAO @ “I punched her in the head.” I have a few friends that I go to school with, but other than that, I try and stay clear of them, especially girls my age. I don’t know why, but it seems that almost everyone I meet acts 10 years old, or is a conviving bitch.. grr! lol… I’ll be your friend!
February 13th, 2008 at 4:58 pm
“So I punched her in the head.” Love it!
Most of the girls I know are dumb as well. Either drama/drinkers or burnouts is the real problem for me actually. My last couple of friends stopped hanging out with me because I “have too many rules for what you’re supposed to be doing in life right now”. … Just because I don’t want to smoke pot and watch TV all day, I swear, and because I got more info fashion.
Now I have a couple close friends and my boyfriend. Thanks for reminding me that you don’t have to apologize for your best friend being your boyfriend.
BTW, I kept trying to come here yesterday and was bummed it was down as well.
February 13th, 2008 at 5:06 pm
Yeah, the girl I’m referring to likes to drink way to much, and talk about how she used to be hooked on cocaine.
I don’t do drugs and drink alcohol very much, it’s such a waste of life.
February 13th, 2008 at 6:42 pm
Yeah, girls suck. All of them. Thanks for the comment. Cute site.
February 13th, 2008 at 8:26 pm
that really sucks. Yea, girls can be so immature sometimes…I just ended a friendship with my ex-best friend because she did some very shady things. There are some nice girls in Florida, just gotta sift through the bad ones to get to the good ones.
I actually only had guy friends for a while, but I quickly realized they carry just as much drama sometimes. *hug*
February 14th, 2008 at 12:46 am
Boyyy I know EXACTLY how you feel. I have always had problems with girls. It was easy making friends, but keeping them was the problem. Girls are just… weird. All drama, all lies, all competition. It is such a shame. I can’t believe one of them slept with your ex! There is just so excuse for that one. I also love how you said you punched her in the head ha ha! I would’ve done the SAME thing.
I can relate to you in this situation in A LOT of ways. It is your choice, but I think you’re right about possibly ending the friends, after what she did. Like my friend’s mother always said – friends come and go. True that.
February 14th, 2008 at 12:47 am
*ending the friendship
my bad!
February 14th, 2008 at 12:59 am
Girls are bitches, plain as that. I have a really really hard time finding girls that I can actually get along well with, trust, and stay friends with. So many are just way too catty for me to handle.
February 14th, 2008 at 10:44 pm
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