It all comes crashing down!
Why can’t I just have a healthy relationship with a normal guy? It’d be so wonderful if that would happen, all I want is to be happy. I know every couple fights, but like us? I sure hope not!
Today started off good, James and I ate lunch at Mongolian Barbecue - it was delicious! Afterwards we went to the mall to browse a couple stores, we were getting along great, we even sexed it up after we got back home… then James turned into an ass. He got mad because he lied about how much money he took from me to go shopping for a few household items. After he admitted he lied all I said was “Do I have to pay for everything?” Then he flipped out and started calling me “cheap” and other harsh things. I know I’m not cheap, I pay for half the rent and other bills, I also spent $7 hundred dollars on him for Christmas! It always seems like when I get money he asked for some for bills or whatnot, but I’m cheap… yeah right!
Now we’re not talking because he likes to flip out over something small. I’m so sick and tired of this, it happens almost every week. I love him dearly but sometimes I don’t think he really loves me, he says the most hurtful things and it seems like he wants to make me cry! I’m not going to use him being Bipolar as an excuse anymore either.
I’m so sick of the emotional roller coaster!
xoxo, Crystal
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January 28th, 2008 at 8:46 am
Well, that is definitely no fun
I don’t understand why boys need to get so angry at such little things. Judging from what I read, it kind of sounds like you had the right to make that comment.
I hope you two make up. Better yet, I hope HE apologizes
Saying hurtful things to the person you love is NOT appropriate.
I hope you feel better *hugs*.
January 28th, 2008 at 3:40 pm
Omg hun.. I feel so sad for you!! He can’t blame it on being Bipolar… He has to work on his sickness..
You know, I have Borderline and I know that when I act “bad” that it’s because of Borderline. But I don’t blame it on that, I never say that it’s because of the Borderline. I know that it is ME. My choice to say the things I say and so on. There is still ME inside. I’ve learned a lot so I am not such an ass anymore (the way you call it haha). I just wanna say with this: He can change too. Maybe talk with him about this when he’s sad or something.. At least a moment when he can talk and not me angry.
My parents had to deal with the wrong me and I am sure that they didn’t said the things to me that they wanted to say. The where not reacting in the wrong way like start to fight back… You should try to not get that angry..
I know it’s not your fault that he is this way, but you have to help him if you wanna stay with him. In this way it’s getting much worse..
If you ever wanna talk then you can always send me an e-mail… Borderline is not the same, but I know how I can act and it can be allmost the same. I also understand how I make people feel.. Sure he does too.
You are a good girl and that is what he needs, but he has to change too and be a good man for you!!! :sad:
January 28th, 2008 at 3:58 pm
*hugs*
I hope it gets better for you soon!
x
January 28th, 2008 at 6:09 pm
Anyway, you are not cheap. Maybe he flipped out only because he felt guilty and he’s trying to act all macho and not want to be looking all apologetic… hehe. Hugs!
January 29th, 2008 at 5:14 am
:angel: hi there… nice to know you.
January 29th, 2008 at 1:14 pm
Someone needs to slap your boy. Sure, everyone has a different way of showing their love and all, but… bah. It’s just not right to say hurtful things to the person you love =/
January 30th, 2008 at 10:28 pm
Well to answer the question yes, everyone fights no matter what. That’s just life, and in my opinion it wasn’t such a big fight. Words are just words and no matter who you’re with you’ll have fights over money, and saying stupid things. It’ll all be ok.