That on Thursday night I hung out with my ex-boyfriend Jason and his girlfriend Sarah? Let me mention that he wasn’t just a boyfriend I dated for a few months, I was with him for two years. He’s the one I moved to Florida with, he’s the reason I’m even in this stupid state! He was a horrible boyfriend; he never spent anytime with me, always picked his friends over me, cheated on me more than once, and he slept with my friend. And, now we hang out? Yep.
Sarah and him started coming up to my work a few months back, and when I first caught his eye I thought to myself “Oh, shiz….this isn’t what I need right now.” Instead of getting all mad I figured I’d be civil and ask him how things were going in his life…And to my surprise he wasn’t at all cocky, and Sarah was really friendly, and I could tell she wasn’t just being fake. So, they both started coming up to my work more and more, and I would sit and talk to them, we’d laugh, and oddly not feel uncomfortable at all.
For awhile she had been asking me if I wanted to hang out, but something always came up so it never happened until last Thursday. We all went and played miniature golf, and afterwards we went to some dive-redneck bar, and after that we went and hung out at my work.
Everyone thinks that they’re trying to get me to have a threesome. It wouldn’t surprise me if Jason wanted one because he’s a freak that way, but if Sarah agreed to something like that she’d have to be an idiot. I’m his ex for heaven’s sake! Let me also put out there that I would never have a threesome anyway, that just ain’t my bag. It’s weird though…Jason still looks at me in a certain way. I mean, I know him, and the way he looks at me it’s like he still has feelings for me, or wants me or something. I thought I still had feelings for him still at first, but then I faced reality… He did me so wrong when we were together that I could never feel anything for him again.
I think Sarah wants to hang out with me because she doesn’t trust him, and wants to know his dirt. The other night she was asking me tones of questions about girls he’s slept with and whatnot. She even said she doesn’t think he would not cheat on her. I dunno.
I just hang out with them because I have almost zero friends in Florida, mostly everyone I know are acquaintances. Having a girl friend to talk to is nice, even if she’s my ex-boyfriend’s girlfriend.
What do you think? Should I not hang out with them?
While browsing a Women’s World magazine, I found this fun Do-it-yourself project and thought it would be a great idea to share it. I have yet to try it out myself, but it looks easy and makes a great “I’m bored” activity…
